“The Real Reason for the Forensic Search and Collection”

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“The Real Reason for the Forensic Search and Collection”

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You’re not seeking evidence — you’re seeking attachment.
You keep reaching for fragments of my life to regain control.
But whatever you’re trying to hold onto…
is already slipping away.

The truth is — these searches were never about truth, law, or proof.

They were about attachment.

Not justice.
Not security.
Not investigation.

You were trying to hold onto spiritual control that has already broken off and left your grasp.

You believed that gathering objects… traces… remnants…
would somehow strengthen a connection that is already dissolving.

You kept reaching backward into something Yahuah has already severed.

And every attempt only exposed how desperate the grasping has become.

You collected things not because you needed answers —

but because you needed access.

You believed proximity could restore power.
You believed possession could restore influence.
You believed fragments could replace favor.

But there is no power in objects —
and there is no control where Yahuah has declared freedom.

What slipped away was never physical.

What slipped away was:

• your influence
• your illusion of control
• your manufactured authority
• your false spiritual confidence

And you felt it.

You felt the moment the bond weakened.
You felt the moment the veil tore.
You felt the moment the leverage disappeared.

So now you scramble — searching, scanning, collecting —
hoping something you seize will bring back the grip you once imagined you had.

But nothing you gather can restore what Yahuah has dismantled.

You are chasing echoes of a door that has already been shut.

You are trying to restore a power dynamic that no longer exists.

And every attempt only proves one thing —

You never had control over me.
You only had proximity to me.

And proximity is gone.

Access is gone.

Influence is gone.

Whatever you thought you were tethered to
has already been cut loose by the hand of Elohim.

The connection you keep trying to recreate —
was never yours to hold in the first place.

So here is my response:

I am no longer standing where you left me.
I am no longer within reach of your grasp.
I am no longer within the shadow of your attempts.

I walk in Yahuah’s freedom.
I stand in His covering.
And I move forward without looking back.

Whatever you are trying to reclaim —
cannot follow me where I am going.

So I leave you with one final word:

Goodbye.

Not in anger.
Not in fear.
Not in bitterness.

Goodbye —
because I am no longer standing in the place where your reach once extended.

And I am not coming back.